Tuesday, September 3, 2019

LJH

Here I am.
Leave me alone.
I need friends.
I don't want to be bothered.
So tired of being lonely,
Around all of these people.
I want to be unburdened...free.
Won't someone take care of me?
I've lived life to gather memories.
Now.
Now.
Now.
All I have is this moment.
All I have is this moment.
All I have...
I'm so focused on my distraction,
Persistent in my dissatisfaction,
I long to be settled,
I long for extraction.
With the past dissolving,
Dripping away,
I can only dwell on the future.
I CAN SAVE MYSELF!
who will help?
NOTHING IS WRONG!
what happened?

Just forget it.
Just forget it.
Just...
You don't care so
Just forget it.
Must I remind you again, to just forget it?
Forget it, forget me,
Forget Memory.
Did you remember what I told you?
When?
Now?
Now?
Now?
All I have is this moment.
No big ending.
No Grand Finale.
No Graceful Finish.
Just a drip, drip, drip...
Dripping away.
Now.
All I have is this moment.
Drip.
I am not beyond hope, but hope is somewhere beyond.
Now, all I have is this moment.
All I have...
Is now.

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